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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Saturday, July 19, 2008

ZZZZ.. play volley and ii lost my wallet. what a day. argghs.
pissed off with my self for not taking care of my stuff. why ii so careless. zzz
so next them there will not be" it's in her bag lahs, no it's not. '' nonsense. lalalas.
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anyway it's charity bazaar today. okay, quite decent. but somehow feel that things get repeated every single year, always the same old things, either nicer or worse. well, at least they have fun.
nothing much to comment about it. bought alot of key chains from sook yee today. hahas. cute. wanted to give it to him, but in the end also didn't, just can't bring up the courage to talk to him like ii used to. even if ii dare to give, doubt he will accept it as well. besides, there's no reason for me to get him stuffs. only hope he still have the model that ii gave to him on his birthday. so far in class his gift is the most expensive, and the longest time it took to find.. maybe because ii know nothing about models. and, ii still owe some people's present. crap. some is still in my room wrapped and dusty. keep forgetting to bring it alone to school. sorry peeps xD

thought of him all over again. 127 days since the day i took a liking for him, 81 days since we really chatted and 56 days since we kinda no idea how's life for him now. wonder if everything is going th way he wanted it to be or maybe not. ii've accept the fact that no matter how hard ii try to cover up the mistake it's not gonna work. so for now, a smile on his face is better than anything else ii could asked for. certains things just ain't as good as it's thought it would be.
reality is just so cruel, nothing goes the way you want it to be. it's always like so near yet so far.
stop thinking so much bahs ximin, what meant to be meant to be. what don't meant to be will not meant to be, no matter how hard you try it will still show no valid.
time to wake up from this senseless dream of mine.

got to go off now, still got plenty to write about though. crappy me just ain't in the mood to blog today. lalalas~ bye peeps.

*nicole
- should ii still hang onto this life boat, or let it go for someone else who need it more.

wonder what you're thinking now. that mystic eyes just seems to have plenty to say yet ii till can't figure them out. wonder if you will forgive me or not. ii really hope ii could talk to you like ii normally do, letting you disturb and stuff. ii hate things to be so harsh.schooling has become such a burden. seeing you around ii just feel like hiding away hopefully you don't see me around. but ii guess no matter waht, its not gonna change the fact that it's an undeniable impossibility.

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