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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

been weeks since ii last post.
went to see the guys off yesterday at changi airport. they're leaving for Amsterdam for WC.
hope they do well. all the best peeps.
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time really flies. no idea why, the moment ii saw them when ii arrive, emotions overcame me.
nothing seems to have change, they still took the night flight and it's about the same people that are leaving. 2 years may have pass but the feelings still lingers. ii still remember 2 years ago when ii saw them off, ii teared non-stop. even before they enter the departure hall. hahas. the short 2 weeks when they're away, life was really unbearable. every single day seems to be like years, ii remember back then, because of the time difference, ii stayed up all night waiting for them to get online just to chat for a few minutes. wanted to know so badly about how they're doing. also remember myself sending him a goodnight at 4:44am as it would be 10:44 in spain. ii was only 15. ii didn't anticipate how much it's gonna hurt when someone precious is going leave for somewhere you can't contact. ii was tear-ing every night when he was away. ii miss all those fun and laughter we used to have back then. but now everything seems to distant, even when standing next to each other side by side.

ii saw them off like ii did back then. with tengda, jookiah, larry and pinghwee.
met alot of people there. ii thought everything is gonna be okay until ii saw his face. didn't see him for 2 years and there's no change at all. just a bit tanner than he used to be. then ii thought of myself 2 years ago, how silly ii was. the moment he enter the departure hall, ii can't believe ii teared again. not because ii was sad, but because ii recalled everything that happen back then. there was so much ii wanted to say badly, but ii lack of the courage. he caught me looking at him, just like ii did 2 years ago. wanted to ask him about his life now. in the end ii only sat at a corner looking at them bidding farewell and wishing good luck. time really flies, shortly 2 years and many things happen. people change, relationship within people changed too. really wonder how they are doing now, the flight lasted 15 hours, must be really tired.
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anyway, met up with jookiah at paya lebar mrt so that tengda can drive us over since he's just nearby. then we met up with pinghwee and larry. spent an hour at Downtown East crapping while waiting for larry to come down from the ferris wheel. silly him made us wait for soooo long. but he've got anice car :D. shortly after larry came down we headed over to changi to see the guys off. then decided to have dinner at tampines. tengda drove me home. thanks kor(:
larry tagged along too but split ways on the express way. think he's meeting tengda in town.
he wanted to drive me home, but ii rejected him since he's already so near to his place what for travel down all the way to woodlands just to see me home. guys with car are just so silly(; silly him drive so fast that his bumper nearly kissed someone else car boots. LOLs. he's gonna kill me when he sees this. xD

okay, gtg off now. there's school tmr T.T why can't friday be a school holiday? crap.

*nicole
- trying to take things easy as promised. takecare alright?

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