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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

think ii'm just pure unlucky. retaking Os is already bad enough.
yet ii get into trouble again and again. really sick and tired of implicating my friends into trouble.
ii don't want all these nonsense to happen. ii only wanna study hard, get into early childhood, and take good care of my parents. am i wrong? why is it that every time ii work hard for something, it ultimately fail because of unknowing obstacles.
the more ii wanna study, the more people wanna come create trouble.
the more ii wanna be with him, the more things happen, ultimately making him hate me till now.
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and please stop looking at only one blog and insist that ii'm wrong.
if you're still unhappy with what happen, come find me. we face to face talk.
this time round only me and you. really sick and tired of you being at the back doing so many things. you really think ii don't know what's going on? ii'm not deaf or blind for goodness sake.
ii don't argue back with you, ii don't lay my hands on you, doesn't mean ii'm scare.
it's because ii respect you. ii believe violence and arguing is not going to solve anything. plus you're sick. ii know the pain you're going through that's why ii'm keeping quiet.
if you think because you're sick everyone will believe you and you can do whatever you want, ii tell you, you're wrong. don't at there act until so innocent, so can't be bothered kinda thing. everything happened because of you alright. don't push all the blame to me. ii've got enough.
ii took all the blame at the first place because ii don't wanna add on to your suffering.
if you're taking this for granted and making use of the trust others give you, ii'm taking it back now. unhappy with me, go ahead and get into trouble with me. ii'm okay with it.
ii promise your dad ii will let the matter rest because ii can see he is really worried about you and your school work. since it's only a few month left, why not just study it off. get into so much trouble for what. give a thought for your parents, they are already so worried about you in school, yet still find fault with others. time to reflect about it. ii know you will be angry or whatever when you see this.
but go think about it. is it really worth it to make things so hard between friends? you might find it fun, but to others, you're just being childish and irritating. mature people wouldn't do this. sec 5 lerhs. think before you act. ii don't want you to be taking my footstep. it's not worth it. trust me.
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venting my anger.
not gonna bother about how others think anymore. ii really got enough of everything.
XIMIN IS SICK AND TIRED OF FAKING A SMILE EVERYDAY.
SHE'S ALREADY REMORSEFUL ABOUT WHAT HAVE HAPPENED.
CAN'T YOU PEOPLE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR HER?
YOU ALL REALLY THINK SHE WANT THESE TO HAPPENED?
SHE'S REALLY TIRED OF EVERYTHING. LEAVE HER ALONE! SHE NEED A BREATHER. ALL SHE WANTED WAS SOMEONE TO BE THERE FOR HER.
SOMEONE WHO DOTE HER AND CARE FOR HER. IS IT REALLY SO DIFFICULT? SHE'S REALLY TIRED. ALL SHE WANTED WAS A SHOULDER TO LIE ON TO. IS IT WRONG?

*nicole.
- time to take a breather. tired.


坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

_undeniable-impossibilities
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