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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Monday, June 9, 2008

sister's forever.






















LIN'S IS AWAY FOR 3 DAYS :|

she just boarded her bus and ii'm missing her already. wonder how ii'm gonna survive the next 72 hours without her presence. maybe ii'm just too used having her by my side. get things right, ii'm straight. just missed her because she's my beloved sister. just like jenn xD

sherlin came over my place for the past few nights because she couldn't sleep. didn't really played or whatever, just kept each other accompany and wait for the sun to rise. confided alot of secrets and thoughts with each other. ii guess without her and jennifer by my side for the past few month, ii got no idea how ii'm gonna survive till now. too used to having company at night. now ii felt totally lost, the house seems rather quiet. suffering mind blank.

was talking to loongxian, told him how ii felt about some incident earlier in school.
and like what others usually say, don't think too much. no point for you crying over split milk.
his adivce was great. if only ii knew them few weeks ago, things wouldn't be so harsh like now. lost the courage to talk to him again. not mentioning seeing him is school. even though ii really don't wish to go to school anymore, ii'm not gonna give up my studies, promised my mom ii'll do well and ii will do it. even though this can create more trouble. ahhs.

the fact now whether if it's possible or not doesn't matter anymore. it was all along a undeniable impossibility. always had a hard time trying to figure out what he means, worried about he's impression of me and stuff. think it'll be kinda relieve that ii don't have to read his mind anymore.
heard alot of stuff about him among my friends, the bad point of him. everyone say he's unworthy, persuade me to find some one nicer, but ii think he's was okay. ii mean, yoo like someone because of his everything, not only yoo like his pros, yoo have to accept he's flaws too. no one is perfect. besides, he's not who he is anymore without those bad points. get what ii mean?

being super random today, my thoughts are everywhere. will update on this post later in the day.
just hoping that sherlin will enjoy herself over at KL with her baby (: hahas. bon voyage~

*nicole.
- those memories left behind. will yoo ever forgive me?



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