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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

- SIMPLICITY -
if only things ain't so complicated in the first place. flooded with memories and thoughts.
will yoo ever forgive me and talk to me again?
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met up with jennifer darling today. ii'm sorry! because of me yoo didn't get to study again. xD
ii promise it wouldn't happen again.(: promise promise.
went to the lib wanting to study, but in the end chatted and chatted. ii'm sorry.
had ice honey lemon tea and brownie with ice cream(:
darling ordered ice espresso and realised she ordered the wrong drink. LOL.
we shared the brownie with ice cream(: both dripped the chocolate on our legs! LOLs. clumsy us. really enjoyed my day with her. and she's right, if only everyone could think the positive way and things wouldn't be so complicated.

I WANT MY RUN-AWAY VACATION!
life simply don't make sense anymore. kinda feeling VERY indecisive lately.
just can't make myself decide on anything. argh. even the simple question on what to eat also cannot make up my mind. suffering from serious mind blanks.
several attempt on trying to study at home in the middle of the night like usual, ii failed.
just can't find the correct mood to really sit down and focus on those book and chapters.
unwanted memories and tears just come along when ii'm all alone. ahh well, who cares(:
ximin just don't feel like herself lately. have not slept well for quite a number of days. feeling a little lost kinda thing. just ain't in the right mood for anything. even trying out my usual running doesn't work. staring at the blank road, looking at the junction, should ii just continue walking or make a turn? ii really got no idea. maybe ii'm just thinking too much again. hmfpt.
give me my sleeping pills please! |= ii need my sleep. badly.

feeling kinda relieve upon knowing he's no longer angry with me. he's doing fine being alone, living the life he wants doing his own stuff. ii'm just not his cup of tea ehh(: so long as he's happy and contented, ii'm okay. what for bother so much about what he feels when in the first place yoo know he doesn't have anything for yoo. yoo having a liking to someone doesn't mean he feels the same way too. get what ii meant now?
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maybe because lin is not around and ii'm really bored out and thinking alot too much.
without her accompany lately, life really sucks. she's coming back in a couple of hours from now. definitely gonna be flooded with all my whining again. xD. hope she'd a great time with baby in KL.
just some random thoughts before my blog dies off again.
will blog something more meaningful next time. just need sometime to cool off.

*nicole.
-maybe leaving yoo alone is really the best solution.



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