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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Saturday, June 28, 2008

GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE.
II DON'T WANNA RUN AWAY FROM REALITY ANYMORE.

been a week since ii last post.
kinda busy and sort of have no time to blog. also because ii got no idea what to blog about.
time to get a life lahs. going to school everyday i getting on my nerves. nt ii dread studying, but ii dread the things that happen everyday in school..
just when ii got the drive an motivations to study, someone will just interfere, break it all and make my day totally lifeless.
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enough of these nonsense. if you don't wanna study then that your problem.
don't drag me and my darlings in. if you think this is fun, ii think you're senseless and childish.
the problem have ended about a month. and there you are preaching it to everyone everyday.
you have too much free time ? thanks to you my life have been sucky and irritated completely.
if yoo wanna play bitch in school, ii will play bitch with you. you jolly well don't cry and regret.
touch my sisters again ii make sure you suffer hell from me. if it was the usual me and the healthy you, ii think you would be lying in the hospital now. don't think ii don't dare to touch you. it's just the matter of time and respect. it's a promise with your parents.
better don't get me on my nerves. or else you'll suffer.

yes, you're sick and everyone sympathize you. that includes me, ii really hope you will get well soon. but can you kindly stop using all these sympathize and interfere into others life.
dad apologize already so embarrassing yet still wanna get into more trouble. please, get a life. if you think everyone is gonna side you and help you again and again then so be it.
ii'm okay if they disdain me because of what happen. my conscience are clear.
ii'm definitely sure ii'm not in the fault in this matter. be it getting expel from school, get into police case and get probation, ii can't be bothered. don't wanna argue with you anymore. if not others will comment that " ximin only like to bully the weak ones. no life. always get into trouble. waste time. "

and people out there, unless you know the entire story, kindly stop commenting on others.
stop hearing one side of the story and insist that it's correct. put yourself in others shoe, get things clear before commenting like nobody business. and this matter have got nothing to do with you. so,

it's non of your business.
please kindly get out of the way. thank you. unhappy with it, come talk it out one on one.
stop talking behind people backs happily thinking they wouldn't know. it's the work of childish, lifeless and gut-less people.
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all these nonsense shall come to a stop. still need to meet henry quek on monday because someone cried in class. wdh. if that's really the case, ii will make sure someone suffer too.

*nicole.
- ii just wanna make things clear with you. give me a chance.


life just ain't going right no more. without those smiles and chats from you, there's no more reason for me to go on anymore.
ii know what happened affected you badly. but give me a chance please? ii really wasn't the way they mentioned.
if ii didn't tell you the truth in the first place, maybe things wouldn't go this way ehh? been thinking much about it.
ii hate the ignorance and cold shoulder received. it really hurt completely. tell me what went wrong please?
sometimes, ii really need some care and concern.. ii'm not as brave and strong as you think. the world is crushing down on me.
ii don't wanna face them no more. searching for directions in the dark almost driving into insanity.

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