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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

WEEE~

back to blogging again..
hahaha.. after several attempts to keep my blogs alive. xD
pardon my randomness~ xP

anyway~
school have been ideally fine. finally understand all the concepts ii need to know.
if only ii put in more effort last year=/ regrets~
ahh well. whats over is over. no point brooding over.
oh ya! just in case you people didn't realise~

ximin here is retaking her O levels this year because she didn't do well at all last year. hahaha. pray hard that she will do well this year okays!
have received alot of negative comments about retaking O level. but whether you like it or not it's my choice. ii don't give a damn about how you people feel. opps. xD

mid year exams is really torturing me loads.*SCREAMS*
after many attempts of trying to study at home, ii failed, completely. now ii can only study in the middle of the night when the whole world is sleeping. ii need all the peace and silence D:
pray hard ii can at least pass. not having high hopes on being to do so though. good luck to me(:
seeing all those smart people in my class stressing over MYE, ii'm feeling the STRESS too. how incredible is that. they must be thinking: " hey, since you have done this before , it should be easy for you. and you're only taking 3 subs while we're taking 6. you should be doing much better than us." its true. but guess what. if ii can do well and pass, ii wouldn't be retaking Os here all over again. don't ever try placing hopes on me. you will only get disappointments.
ximin knows she wouldn't make it(:
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now that ii see all my friends in my batch all in ite, polys and junior collages leading their new life, ii feel the difference and huge gaps between them. we're just drifting further and further apart. ii really dread the feeling of separation. ii hate adapting to changes and seeing everyone leaving without me. meeting up is really getting harder. ii freaking miss those fun and laughter we used to have. the way we havoc -ed in class. not that my class and my friends now are not good, but ii just miss those days. saddening thing. if only ii can turn the clock around. ii swear ii'll do well and leave with you D:
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plenty of thoughts running through my mind now and ii ran out of thoughts about what to post. will blog again later=]

*nicole.
`guess some things just don't meant to be.. Its really true, when fate comes you fret, when fate goes you cry. if only you get what i meant.


I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with..

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