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emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

DISAPPOINTMENTS
ii actually forgot that theres maths p2 today. didn't bring French curve and maths set. how nice.
mugged till 2am for biology paper. in the end my mind went blank when ii get my exam script.
completely forgot every single thing that i studied=/ super disappointed lahs. should have studied more and put in more effort for the paper. *CRIES*
what a day man.

feeling super emo today. okay. ii know people will start telling me don't think too much don't be affected by it. but ii can't. sorry peeps. ximin is not as strong as what everyone expect.
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all my friends were chatting happily after their papers today. i know i should be feeling happy that they are happy. but the taste is really sour. ii felt the sudden sorrow when ii see them chatting happily and enjoying themselves without my presence. i thought i was the one always bringing in the fun and joy. guess i was wrong eh. sometimes when ii'm alone, ii really dunno who to turn to, what to do next. just completely lost my way. when ii join them for shopping trips or meals, ii see them chatting and playing with their love ones or best friends, ii feel super extra. maybe ii have never been pampered on and doted on so ii yearn to know what the feeling is about.
it seems that with or without my presence they can still be equally happy.
what for ii interrupt into their peaceful life? D:

to think about it. ii think ii have never brought happiness to people before. maybe ii did. but ii'm not sure at all. every time ii see them, ii share with them my problems and expect them to be able to be of help. but ii have never tried to understand their feelings. whether if they are willing to listen to my complains and problems. whether if they even bothered to listen at all. ii feel so irritating=/ maybe ii just take things for granted. its time for changes. give me time peeps.
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okays~ enough of my nags. just doodle&vandalizing my blog~
guess ii'm really gonna fail all my subjects. ii'm really USELESS!
only taking 3 subjects and ii'm falling! the whole class taking 6 and they are doing really well. D:
ii will do well for my prelims. ii promise. time to mugg mugg and mugg (:

*nicole.
- just to see a smile of your everyday is more than enough. if only you get what ii meant.


也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
或许错在我太晚才懂爱了太多

_undeniable-impossibilities
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