.-undeniable - impossibillties-. <body>





emoliiciious princessY

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ximin
sweet-sixteen
heart someone

-[she's-in-love-with]-
him
ELMOs.HIPPOs.SHEEPs.DUMBOs
pink.red.white.black.purple.
stars to bits and pieces.
music
beachlife.

[she-disdains]-
hypocrites.
nags.
forced into things.

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her wishlist Y

to be wibb him
to see his smile
stop brooding over things
be a better person
get good results
new laptop
a adiddas/puma bag
that study table
new shorts
new skirts
new tops
that guess heels
that brown addidas jacket



darliinksY

♥sherlin
♥jennifer

Alvis
brandon
candice catherine christina
gene
hazel huimin
jiiaxiin jeremy jessica jiewei joshua
kelvin korkor
lianli lilin loongxian
mingyi
peiyi
qinghui qixin qunbo
szekai
xinyi xingyu
yilin



whisper goodbyeY



kick them awayY
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Friday, May 23, 2008

been busy lately. kinda not in the mood to update also.
well~ results are out. badly fared. not gonna think about it anymore.
super stress to be studying in such smart class.
everyone gets such great results=/ really can't make myself adapt with them.
ii just can't get along well with anyone. no friends no nothing.
even those that are close to me, ii feel that ii'm just implicating and disturbing them. ii'm just a nuisance.
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road run at bishan park today was quite nicely done. kinda better than last year too.
ran 3.3km today and my muscles are kinda aching now too. got 8th position.
well done or not? up to you people to decide.
had strange thoughts while running. kinda hoping that something would happen. thoughts like if ii run faster ii could see him. so just ran all the way. ii knew it would never happen. hahas. just lying to myself to feel better. certain things just don't meant to be.
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ximin really dreads going to school.
she hate the feeling that things just don't meant to be.
she hate the feeling of being alone all the time seeing others happily together.
she alway feels inferior and useless.
why is it that it's always the wrong person at the wrong time?
why is it that every time she tries to care for someone, she gets hurt in the end.
why is it that everything that happens to her implicates others as well.
why can't she settle everything herself rather than getting everyone disturbed.
she needs a chance badly to explain herself and clear all the misunderstandings.
she's now in a complete mess. knowing she's just not good enough.

need to take a break. sorry if she vented her anger on you. just ain't in the mood for anything.
she's just hoping that everything would be like the past. those happy chats and jokes.
those arguments over little things. she've got a thousand things to tell him and ask.
is it even possible? boy, ii'm really sorry.

*nicole.
- when things don't meant to be. they don't meant to be.



自从他离开了身边，
我生活在一个没有爱情的世界里，
整个世界只有黑白两种颜色，
渐渐的忘记了爱情的甜蜜，
忘记和他在一起时的笑容，
好怕我会忘记他的脸，
更怕迷失在黑白的色彩 ，再也找不到自己.

_undeniable-impossibilities
2:15 PM